i want to disappear for a day or two.
without the expectation of explaining my disappearance.
being able to seamlessly be accepted again once i get out of my funk.
i always find myself over explaining.
maybe to my detriment, but i do it.
because i enjoy being understood and being accessible.
but when i want to disappear, i hate having to explain that.
but i realize that this is not a movie.
and while yes, i am the main character the people in my life are not extras in my story.
individual gears of life go on for everyone.
i want to disappear for a week or two
without the expectation of explaining my disappearance.
but i realize that when you are lucky enough to have people that care about you, that simply cannot be the case.
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