f is for family

family is a disappontment.

or, rather

the way a family treats one another is disappointing.

there is no such thing as family.

if anything,

we're all lazily holding on to one old worn down string that connects us all.

some have even let go completely.

there is no such thing as family, and that makes me sad.

forever,

i have chased to know more and more and everything i have learned has

disappointed me.

i cannot say

i regret

learning what i have,

i can only say that it has changed my thinking.

deceit, distrust, lack of connection, lack of communication

communication is what we lack.

this is not what i want.

what have they done.

i don't want this.

there is no such thing as family

anymore.

km

a poem about family that i love: